I woke up today with a heavy heart. My head felt like the Twin Towers just exploded in it. My feet hurt. I’m just too heavy my own feet can’t seem to carry all that weight. (Nag,nag,nag yourself!!!)
I took the shuttle going to the office. I was still grumpy. Well, I’m always grumpy in the morning. Not till I have my daily dose of vitamins- brewed coffee!!! Ah, the simple joys in life.
I had pancakes and coffee at Mcdonald’s. I sat there, quiet and pensive. Then they started playing an old funky Christmas song. “Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock!!!” It was like a burst of sunshine in my gray gray gloomy day. There I sat in Mcdonald’s Ayala Avenue, with a big smile on my face, my spirits buoyed up,singing along- I wanted to sing at the top of my lungs, tapping my foot- I was dying to dance and rock and roll! Hahaha! It was 7:00 in the morning, and I was thinking , I could be Mariahfreakin’Carey or Rifreakin’Hanna!(sigh) The God’s must be really crazy!
This is a good good morning! I feel good about myself, I feel good about the people around me. This morning there will be no sadness, no worries, no fretting, no tantrums,no whining. I will smile like a retard,laugh at corny jokes, ignore the annoying people. And yes, I will not think of him so it wont hurt…I owe it to myself to just be happy, silly retard happy!!!
To anyone who may stumble upon this blog, try to be happy today. Happiness is contagious. Put a grin on your face, think of ice-cold beer, a bar of your favorite chocolate, a slice of oreo cheesecake, or the lingerie your wife will be wearing tonight, or your 13th month pay, the toothy grin of your baby, or a simple text message from a loved one that says “i love you”. Think of happy thoughts. Think of hope. Think of a better tomorrow.
There….are you happy now? I am!
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